okay this is honestly so lame-sounding but I just feel the need to share.. I haven’t been on this blog for ages and with that I just feel so detached with the whole linkin park fanbase and idk I originally made this account so I had somewhere to kind of share my feelings and ”””fangirl””” over them, somewhere I could actually interact with other people who also share the same love I do for my favourite band, and now that I haven’t been on this in quite a while it just makes me feel weird. honestly, I feel like lately I have been detached from everything I once loved.. probably because I’ve been so busy with useless shit in my life, but I just miss the days of devoting my weekends and such to watching videos and obsessing over them and even the psychotic-obsessive phase where I physically had to listen to them or I wouldn’t be able to cope during the day and just knowing that whatever the fuck happens to me- they’ll always be there. I know it sounds so cringey but seriously, it makes me sad to think I’ve kind of drifted from that stage. The reason behind this has absolutely nothing to do with me loving them any less than before, it’s just I’ve been caught up in so much in my life I’ve barely found time to go back to that stage. Of course, I still love them just as much as I did and the love I have for them will never change, again, I sound pathetic, but no band has ever had this much of an impact on my life. I haven’t ever loved a band- or anything in fact- the way I do with linkin park and it just makes me feel really sad inside at the thought of me drifting away from them (which I’m not and never will, it just feels like it)
but yeah, this post is really lame but I literally had to express my feelings because idk it just makes me feel a little shit. But I know that whatever I do and whatever I feel, mike, chester, brad, dave joe and rob will always just be there. fuck, I’m embarrassing myself, but I hope someone gets my point haha

jojinella:

DON’T FORGET! TOMORROW! 01 December 2012 its Brad Delson’s birthday!!!
So! We should make a present for him!!)))

01 December 2012 congratulate Brad on Twitter with the hashtag #HappyBirthdayBradDelson

and if it gets into the World trends make a print screen and send it to Mike, Joe, David or Chester)))

FOR THE LOVE BRAD!

(via mennoda)

ok guys ive missed u i haven’t hardly been on cause of revisin and shit but im back for a bit plus ive missed my dash full of mike <3